Saturday, May 11, 2019

Anything for a Buck?

Several months ago, I was diagnosed ADD.(Attention-Deficit Disorder, NOT Advanced Dungeons and Dragons). Probably something I've had a long time, but no one ever thought of testing me. So I've been trying to adapt (poorly) or figuring how how to handle it. I've tried a couple different kinds of meds, but with very limited success. Most of it seems to be a money grab rather than actually helping.

So I reached out for professional help (something I hate to admit to) and suddenly there are 3-4 people offering to help...IF the price is right. This is uncharted territory for me. I'm not sure what to expect or how I'll know I'm making progress. Yet I can't stay where I am. I've got to do something.

Maybe if this had been caught sooner, things would have been different in my life. As it is,I'll be 60 in a few months, never married, never close. My relationships last a few months before I'm kicked to the curb (well, except for that one lady who wanted to date me and play around with two or three other guys on the side). Maybe it's my fate to remain single, but let me get my head on straight so I quit wasting my time with every pretty face who's nice to me.

So I'm not sure where I'm going, but I have to do something (oh wait: I already said that) . I have a couple leads IF I can get my head to stop hurting.